well I just wanted to say that relationships are very tricky and complicated- but why?? I am just know that right now everyday I am on edge and don't know what to expect next from this guy- who by the way is not my boyfriend but unlike any other new male friend I have ever had. It's amazing to see what happens when two very broken people come together. I don't know if it is supposed to be that way- but God and time will tell whether it will work or not. In the meantime I have been learning plenty about myself when I am with D, and learning more about him. That's all I have to say for now.